My heart doesn't..

my mind tell me that now is the right time to say goodbye.
bye..
i think i can't wait for you anymore
too much pain and none can heal them.
as soon as possible i will erase you
erase your smile, your face and our memories out of my mind.
it's hard for me, but i must do it.
stuck in this fucking love make me more depressed.
thanks for your love, thanks for everything.

but do you know, my heart doesn't.in my deepest heart i still say ' i still love you, boy' :((